Many apologies for not submitting as many traditional artworks than photos

I'll *hopefully* be starting college this year.
But Ive also been coming up with good projects
to start me out :]
Since I wont be moving as I had planned.
I decided to rearrange my room so I have study and work
space but also a good environment to get my motivation going.
SO HENCE I will be doing a mural project on a big wall space in
my room :] surely you will and so will I...enjoy what I have thought up!

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1.) lose more weight
2.) star with a leading role X(
3.) charity work

Three Names You Go By:
1.) Andrea
2.) Andy
3.) Andy-Candy

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1.) rainbowturtles
2.) paine666
3.) chibi_paine2004

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1.) my eyes
2.) my hair (I take pride in it XD)
3.) my hands

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1.) hispanic
2.) native american
3.) gay gay GAAAY!~

Three Things That Scare You:
1.) frogs
2.) being alone
3.) touching red meat DX

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.) smiling
2.) eating
3.) breathing

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.) navy blue shirt
2.) khaki pants
3.) dark brown slip on shoes

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1.) Idina Menzel :3
2.) Serg Tankian
3.) Suzette Diaz XD

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1.) Defying Gravity or maybe 'what is this feeling?
2.) Sky is over
3.) whatever Suzette can remember

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1.) honesty
2.) compassion
3.) loyalty

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1.) I'm a hidden nudist
2.) I hate red meat
3.) I've gone skinny dipping XD

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1.) eyes
2.) sense of humor
3.) smiles

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1.) drawing
2.) acting
3.) modeling XD

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1.) see Suzette
2.) talk to suzette
3.) sleep

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1.) Acting/ voice acting
2.) photography
3.) painting

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1.) Italy
2.) New YOrk
3.) Jaypan

Three Names You Like:
1.) Jack
2.) Eclaire
3.) Lumiere

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1.) I love jewelry
2.) i sound like one O.o?
3.) i have boobs...momma say knock me out XD

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1.) I like playing with mud
2.) I like girls
3.) I think casting as a boy character in a play would
be damn fun and interesting

Three People That I Would Like To See Take This Quiz Now:
1. because I like giving her hell
2. because he makes me laugh XD
3. IGod

Ha ha jk lol

1. What's a commonly used nickname people call you by? - Andy, Andy Cakes, Andy Candy

2. What's your favourite colour? - GREEN!!!

3. What's your favourite food? - shyknees XD

4. Are you a squeamish person? - YES! When it comes to surgery and gore O.<

5. What's your favourite animal? - turtles and penguins :3

6. Biggest pet peeve? - iggnorant and conceded rude people, bashing, talking shit but wont step up, old people telling me my driving sucks when I only have one ticket but you have maybe like what? 100000!!!??? People who think they're better :* you guys suck...

7. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would it be? - Japan or Itally

8. Do you cry easily? - Only when it comes to relationships I guess

9. Do you generally have a good, loving family? - uum I guess so? Only though I dont
have a father but to me my family is still complete

10. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? - yeah shes pretty koo

11. Do you have many phobias? - needles, blood, dark corners, men, porn...XD

12. Favourite genre of music? - blah blah blah

13. What's your thoughts on homosexuals? - um......have you met me??? O.o

14. Are you a trendsetter, a trend follower, or do you dress originally? - wtf?? I dress
like Andy

15. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose? - when I was a retard..

16. Do you like school? - yeah I miss it...

17. Are you known to spend your money quickly? - sometimes if I really want something...

18. What time is it right now? - 3:37 in the freakin afternoon

19. Are you on the computer a lot? - yup.....internet whore

21. Pet hermit crabs- a good thing or a bad thing? - they're cute but not for me O.<

22. Leftie or Righty? - Right Handed

23. Do you have any scars/stretch marks, etc? - fuck alot!!! I'm like an etchasketch!!!

24. Do you have dull elbows or pointy elbows? - dull?

25. Timmies or Starbucks? - Bengal Traders

26. Do you have any sleeping problems? - not really??? depends on the weather and my health...

27. Are you a shy person? - sometimes but Im working on it

28. Are you a gift-giver? - yeah

29. Warm or cold? - warm with a breezies

30. Do you like meeting new people? - If they're cool

31. Tag this quiz to 7 people - Fuck you! Go die in a shredder!!!!

. YOUR NAME:
Andrea (Andy)

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
Andizzle......ha ha okay?

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav colour and fav animal)
Green turtle.................well turtles are green lol

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, and current street)
Marie New World.............omg wtf-....ha ha ha ha ha ha~

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, last 3 letters of mom's maiden name)
Caranero...............sounds mexican lol. I has a mexican starwars name! Viva la mexico~

6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink)
Purple Diet Coke................lol. Who goes around and slaps the fat off all who are obesse!!!


7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your mom's maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, last letter of your mom's middle name)
Nraamja lol um okay?

8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mum/dads middle name)
Veronica lol coolies

9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one your pets)
black latte............................ha ha ha haa!!! omg!!

This is reality...
I need to wake up....

I need to stop thinking I'm still 8years old...

where everything seems to be ok, but in reality....its not.

I need to stop hoping that I'll finally get my "Happily Ever After".

"Happily Ever After"'s only happen in fairy tales, in animes, or in the movies.

"Happily Ever After" only happened with Cinderella, riding away with her prince charming into the sun set on his stead.

"Happily Ever After" only happened in Strawberry Panic, where Shizuma confessed her love for Nagisa in front of their entire school and ran away together.

"Happily Ever After" only happened in the Notebook, where the couple grew old and died together.

The only "Happily Ever After" thats ever going to happen with me is being........alone.

She wont pick me. The "others" never did. No one picks me.

I hate to think about it....but would it have been best if I never asked about her feelings? would it have been best if we never exchanged numbers? would it have been best to have not gone on the trip in the first place?

I dont want to think about that. I'm glad I met her......but it.....hurts. Again, I got myself into it again.

I promised myself....I wouldnt get upset. I promised that I'd still be her friend. I promised that whomever she chose....I would be happy with her choice. Instead....I winded up crying again.

Everyone has said......only time will tell.....the only thing time has told me is that I'm meant to be alone.....but I dont want to be alone.

I've spent my whole life being alone. I dont want to give up finding love......but it hurts...

It hurts......

reality hurts..